I hope I'm doing what's best for you. I hope you know how much I love you. How I grew up with you. Know I'm only doing this because I love you. It will be painful for me, but I know it's best for you. Hopefully I will see you again in heaven someday, I don't know. We will just have to wait and see. I love you SO MUCH MY BABY!!! : ' ( I will always miss you and FOREVER love you!