i went down to the barn to feed the buck kid at 7am, and found him died.
I have no idea why. I could tell something was off from they way his poop and pee smelled. But just thought he was flushing stuff out of his system. His brother who stayed on mom is doing good. So I'm not sure if he did not get enough closturm and pick something up. So now I need to clean the pen out and disinfect it before bringing in 5 pregnant does to the same barn I had him.
So very sorry. He was adorable. 
I need to spend the spring building a stronger fence. Fenris got at the chickens again. he found a weak spot (since been reinforced). I think the one he "got" will make it - she seems alert and aware. No obvious wound. He's such a sweet pup, just has a strong prey drive. He's really good with the cats. I think, if I hadn't broken my arm 2 days after we got him, I would have been more active about integrating him into the backyard barnyard.
Your are doing your best
..everything takes time, in some cases all the time. Try to stay patient & vigilant & it will get better. Feel free to vent here when it gets crazier for you
...Oh my goodness..View attachment 1615839 Thank you for all of the well wishes, you really are dear, dear friends to me. Focusing on trying to stay healthy while taking on the holidays! This is one of the doelings from this year’s breeding. Isn’t she sweet?
..see, this is why not having one..or two...or ten.. is sooo hard!"Moderation"?...I know no-one by that name
...Beautiful little ones
, they make all the work and frustration worth it
..if you take maybe one or two a day?...it doesn't take too long to do it. 
..intrusive. Just like to hear what others do for their holidays, Christmas...


...so awesome everyone!! Love all the celebrating!
...we usually spend a good part of the evening at the kids place, hanging out, playing with the new toys..so much fun just being with family.
..totally cuteness overload. The one laying on it's back reminds me of my babies..they are always sleeping like..."ahhhh.,this is the life!"