Just to keep this thread updated, we're down some roosters today because it was finally processing day. I sent Dante, Toli, Rufus, Jasper, and Ben. UGH, this is always so hard!

Dante and Toli eased my mind on my decision with them by both being excessively aggressive toward me when I was rounding them up to go. Toli flared up and tried to flog my hands, believe it or not, and he bit my arm while I was carrying him, leaving a nice nickel-sized bruise.

Dante meanwhile tried to bite me the whole way from his pen to the car, though fortunately I was carrying him in such a way that he couldn't.
Ben was particularly tough. I didn't have any reason to send him, but... At the same time he was bound to live out his life stuck in his solo coop because he just wouldn't get along with his father or brother well enough to be in the main flock, so I felt it was best that he go.
And Rufus had been on the list for a bit after showing signs of aggression toward me, beating up on Roscoe, and then once Roscoe was gone beating up on Russell, but he was so curious and personable on the drive up (his cage was the closest to my seat and he kept looking around at things as we drove and talking away) that I was feeling a bit wishy-washy about him, too. I have too soft of a heart sometimes!

In the end, they all were processed and are now resting in the fridge.
I haven't been feeling well the past couple days and so I guess I'm extra emotional about this because of that. Having a tough time of it... I'm going to sit back and relax for a bit and try to take my mind off of it.