uh oh...my mom had her breaking point tonight and has left...she says she'll come back.
My girls were being really whiney and kinda terrible...but I think a bug has hit us...a poo poo bug and so no one feels all that well...hence the girls are being unreasonable and everything upsets them. My youngest threw a fork and my mom grabbed some of her things and left...
I ran down the drive way to stop her since i was upstairs putting clothes away in my dd's room and didn't know why my mom was leaving but I heard her yell and knew it was because of that...
she stopped and we talked. She said it really wasn't anything that should have broke the straw on the camels back but for some reason it did. She left to tend to some business back at her house and said she'd be back.
I went in and me and the girls sat down and ate the supper my mom just had prepared..it was really good and healthy. I told my girls that when Grandma came back they were to appologize to her.
I appologized to her for having to stay with me so long...and sorry it had come to this... She told me that she didn't mind. but today started out with Ava having a MAJOR meltdown and it went down hill from there. Then she drove me to my cardiac rehab and they had to call the dr.... and then my oldest sister & her teens are going through stuff now... and then my marriage.... and then my middle 2 sisters are feelin? neglected cuz mom hasn't called them in a while?.... and she's got a quilting show coming up this friday... so she has lots on her plate. I feel bad but I know I can't help the situation I am in...and I can't help the girls feeling bad... I don't know. I guess I just need a hug.
Thanks girlie... I just was caught off guard with my mom up and leavin...especially since i'm a lil scared now since i feel my heart more. i know she'll be back...it just wore on her.