I got my my first meat birds this year, and helped process 4 of them last week. They are Cornish X, so I think that makes it way easier. You can't tell them apart, and they are all white, so you don't form as much of an attachment to an individual bird. I'm going to eat chicken either way. I know that the chickens I raised were happy, healthy, and well taken care of. Their short time on this earth was a good one, you can't always say that for chickens you buy at the grocery store. I wouldn't say I just feed them and walk away, I pet them sometimes, and feed them treats. It helps that with the Cornish X, they wont live much past 5 or 6 months, even if I wanted to keep one. When I helped with the processing, I let my dad do the killing part, he uses a box cutter because it's easier to handle and super sharp, I worry about doing it wrong, and making them suffer. Once they are dead, it doesn't bother me anymore. I think the killing part is hard for me, because I always feel the need to help, or fix, or heal other people and animals. It just feels wrong to see them die and not do anything to help them. I helped do all the rest though. It wasn't too bad.
And the chicken was delicious!!

And the chicken was delicious!!