i am having a hell night!! I feel like crying myself to sleep. I hate my duck Gary, i want to kill him. He is a bully and i came home to hell. I hear my dog barking, over and over. I get up , get flash light and go outside. The goats are out, Gary is in the pen(we took him out cause he is trying to kill my one chicken and other duck) I am freaking out cause it's dark and i hate spiders and such. I see feather, feathers and more feather. I CAN NOT find my american black duck obama. It looks like gary tried to kill him and either he is in a neighbors yard(which is not good) or dead some where.
My anxiety is through the roof, i am stressed out and that duck just got a death warrant! Noon tomorrow he is dead, if i don't find my other sweet loving duck!! Yes, other predators but i say GARY did it! My dog will kill anything that comes in to our yard. And there he goes again barking. My nails are hurting i bit them so far down. I feel like the dog knows something but he isn't leading me to anything.
I am turning out the lights, crying and going to bed. And i am on day 20 NO PIPPING
PUT A FORK IN ME I AM DONE!!
My anxiety is through the roof, i am stressed out and that duck just got a death warrant! Noon tomorrow he is dead, if i don't find my other sweet loving duck!! Yes, other predators but i say GARY did it! My dog will kill anything that comes in to our yard. And there he goes again barking. My nails are hurting i bit them so far down. I feel like the dog knows something but he isn't leading me to anything.
I am turning out the lights, crying and going to bed. And i am on day 20 NO PIPPING
PUT A FORK IN ME I AM DONE!!
