I'm so sorry for your loss of Chickenhawk... It sounds like she was quite an amazing and sweet character, and it's wonderful that you gave her a happy life where she was loved.
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. It is hard to believe how attached one can become to our fluffy bottom friends, but it really, really hurts to lose one. I hope you will remember the fun times you had with her and how good her life was with you. Be good to yourself while you are hurting.