I had to cull a chick this morning,the chick just wasn't thriving refused to eat or drink. My kids think I am horrible,but in the week of having the chick it wasn't eating so I was tube feeding,and pushing electrolytes and regular water. This morning she was just laying there not moving barely breathing. S/he just didn't have the want to live
,I feel guilty but she went quick and peacefully didn't even struggle or cheep at me. It was like she was saying thank you.I feel like Dr. Kevorkian because I assisted in her suicide. I know it was the right thing but I have never taken another living creatures life,I mean I brake for animals in the street to avoid hitting them,toads that is a different story hard to avoid those when there are bunches in the road at night. I am hoping this feeling goes away because I know I did the right thing,she would have been dead by this afternoon/evening. I am just feeling guilty I guess.
