Hang in there Turk, I know it seems hard now, and I know how it is to fight anxiety and depression, to feel like you literally can't breath. You feel trapped, like there's nowhere to run, no one to turn to and nothing could possibly be worse and it can't get any darker but I'm living proof that it can be worse and it can be darker. But I'm also proof that things do get better. I promise you. You just have to hold on a while longer and you'll see. Take it 1 day at a time and 1 of those days you'll wake up and that fog will be gone and you'll think where have I been for the last X years of my life? I have had my power cut off uncountable times for weeks at a time and it wasn't an error on the power companies side but because we didn't have the money to pay the power bills cause we had spent it all on drugs. Loosing water or power is a scarey thing (I'm sure it's worse when you know you paid it!!) but it's even scarier when you get used to it like we did, lol. You'll be ok, I promise. And if you want to talk you can always PM me and I'm sure everyone else on here feels the same. I think you need a couple of these 

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