After absolute heck, trying to find a Preschool that I liked, tomorrow is Kade's first day! I don't know if I want to break down (AGAIN) and cry, or jump up and down for joy because I've raised him this far without him getting eaten by a goose or chickens, etc lol ... My baby isn't a baby any more and it breaks my heart. I bet every mom who has to send their children to Preschool feels similar huh? All I know is that I am going to try my hardest tomorrow morning to smile, tell him he's going to have a GREAT day, and I'll be back to get him when he's done playing and learning. How am I going to do this!? Where did the last three years go? I've always herd about loving someone so much it hurts, NOW I FEEL THE PAIN! It's a lucky pain but it is still very scary, to trust anyone but me with my little boy! Wish me luck... I hate having to suck it up and be brave for his sake lol... I'd rather be the baby and cry all day J/K! ... I might sit in my car for a while and cry my eyes out though. I just pray that the way I feel about this Preschool is right on... it felt so bright, fun, exciting, and very caring... and stinkin expensive! I'll let you all know tomorrow, if I live! I'm convinced that this will be harder on me than on him... I'll never let him know that though.