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No big deal, honestly.
Although, I did almost have an Athsma attack a few weeks ago, but that was my fault as I didn't use my inhaler.
Indeed it does. In all honesty, I feel drawn to one of those orders. But I'm still deciding between A Carmelite order, or the Missionaries of Charity, which was founded by the Confirmation Saint Blessed Mother Thersa of Calcutta. Oh, decisions decisions...
I understand. I was contemplating married life as well, but I specifically asked God to lead me down the right path after Mass several times and I really feel like this is the way for me.
I feel like I couldn't live without my family, but we all need to make sacrifices for God that seem impossible. He won't ever ask us to do something we can't; like Abraham and Isaac. (Did I get the names right?
I know all these stories, but I mix up names.
) He was actually about to sacrifice his only beloved son for God, but it was just a test.
I just hope that whatever I do I can glorify God in it. I'd absolutely love to be a missionary, but I don't know if I could handle that as a career, especially with children. My heart is just touched by Haiti, but that can be a dangerous place if I want to bring kids for a long period of time.
Yeah, it will be a hard decision someday. But, I'm quite willing to do it for the sake of getting to Heaven.
Oh my, that
would be hard with children.
You know whats odd, it wasn't until about a month ago that I started putting the pieces together and started figuring out what I should do with my future. I've always wanted to adopt children, I've always wanted to travel to other countrys and help as a Missionary, and I've always wanted to become a Nun. Well, this is what I figure out; As a Missionary of Charity, I could travel to another Country, help plenty of homeless children,
and be a Nun.