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you're right, I've never experienced anything like that. and no one ever should. but they do anyway, and in order to live life to the fullest, you HAVE to get back up, forgive, forget! those things are most likely going to hurt forever, but you have to remember that your life has changed! do you honestly think that any of those things would happen in your life now? and do you really think that I would ever do something as mentally scarring as that to you? I don't think I have the ability to! and you're not fat and ugly, you're beautiful, just not stereotypical so (which is one of the reasons I like you
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I forgave them, I forgave all of them, but it still haunts me! My life may have changed, but when I'm nervous, when I'm scared of something, all of it comes back. I dont think you would on purpose, but you may one day, without ever meaning to!
And you know, you saying that it what I use during those times when I'm unsure to keep myself sane!
Tatiana, you are the only one who can you over this. God won't change anything unless you let him in, and none of us can really help unless you let us. the main point of this whole thread right now is to convince you that extremes like getting rid of all of your feelings for me are not the right choice, but in the end, everything we say is just voices in the wind. you have to make a choice. You have to decide that we love you and that some of us will hurt you, whether intentionally or not, but you love us back anyway, now matter how dangerous it is
you're right, I've never experienced anything like that. and no one ever should. but they do anyway, and in order to live life to the fullest, you HAVE to get back up, forgive, forget! those things are most likely going to hurt forever, but you have to remember that your life has changed! do you honestly think that any of those things would happen in your life now? and do you really think that I would ever do something as mentally scarring as that to you? I don't think I have the ability to! and you're not fat and ugly, you're beautiful, just not stereotypical so (which is one of the reasons I like you
I forgave them, I forgave all of them, but it still haunts me! My life may have changed, but when I'm nervous, when I'm scared of something, all of it comes back. I dont think you would on purpose, but you may one day, without ever meaning to!
And you know, you saying that it what I use during those times when I'm unsure to keep myself sane!
Tatiana, you are the only one who can you over this. God won't change anything unless you let him in, and none of us can really help unless you let us. the main point of this whole thread right now is to convince you that extremes like getting rid of all of your feelings for me are not the right choice, but in the end, everything we say is just voices in the wind. you have to make a choice. You have to decide that we love you and that some of us will hurt you, whether intentionally or not, but you love us back anyway, now matter how dangerous it is
