The NFC B-Day Chat Thread

Had to wait like almost 2 hours in court today (Friday) before my turn BUT!!!!!!! The judge extended the order for a year which is great and amazing but…

I also found the other night (Wednesday) that my friend had passed which is so NOT great and amazing…

And I just…

IDK.

Honestly, this all just feels like a bad dream. A nightmare. That I will wake up from soon.

Except…

It’s reality. It’s my life.

And I keep wanting to text her but I can’t because she’s not here anymore…

I have so much I need to tell her and I can’t. 😭💔

I still feel like I’m in a dream. A bad one. And I keep hoping I will wake up soon.

My body also just tried to cry a bit ago and I was like heck no, I can’t cry, and put that to a halt immediately LOL

It’s still trying to cry… we’re not crying. We’re not doing this. NO.

And sorry, I know I’ve said some of this already, but it just all made more sense together rather than isolated.

But yeah… we’re not crying. Not happening.
It's okay to cry Kelsey! It's so hard when you lose someone you love. Cry as you feel the loss, then try to find joy in the memories of the times you shared. 🫂💗
 
Hi everyone! I hope you're all doing well and things won't get any worse for you. :hugs

I got a lot of painting done today... even managed to get some on the walls...lol Have one more coat to put on the window wall, where we redid the texture. Maybe in the next hour or so.

I'll keep watching for check ins from everyone. Praying for you.
 

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