As for the passion thing, I think I have a few but I never seem to pursue them or any hobbies. Idk why. I really should get some hobbies or something ha I also kind of have no idea what I actually want to do with my life because I have a few things that I feel like equally strong/passionate about and can't decide.
And I was going to say that I don't really have any talents, not even in a negative/down on myself/lack of confidence kind of way, but I just genuinely couldn't think of anything I was talented/good at. But then I realized I'm good at gardening, I mean the vegetable garden I started almost entirely from seed this year and it's thriving, and I'm really good with animals/know a lot about them, or at least I think I am/do but idk. But I almost exclusively take care of all of the animals: chickens, fish, cat, and dog and walk/train brother's puppy and they say I'm good at it but idk. Definitely still have a lot to learn. But I guess that's something. I've been told I'm good at writing and photography too but I don't really do either and plus I look at other people's work and think I'm terrible compared to them haha
And I was going to say that I don't really have any talents, not even in a negative/down on myself/lack of confidence kind of way, but I just genuinely couldn't think of anything I was talented/good at. But then I realized I'm good at gardening, I mean the vegetable garden I started almost entirely from seed this year and it's thriving, and I'm really good with animals/know a lot about them, or at least I think I am/do but idk. But I almost exclusively take care of all of the animals: chickens, fish, cat, and dog and walk/train brother's puppy and they say I'm good at it but idk. Definitely still have a lot to learn. But I guess that's something. I've been told I'm good at writing and photography too but I don't really do either and plus I look at other people's work and think I'm terrible compared to them haha
Music and memories..... Sadly Terrin is still in the "I hate you" phase and I don't see that changing in the time I have left. But her mental illness has made any relationship just too toxic and I can't do it anymore. So I focus on what I have, pray for her safety and health, and remember how it was. All we can do, right?
