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I plan on watching it but can't keep my eyes open long enough right now lol

Plus I need to go to sleep because I've had invasive thoughts for 2 hours straight and it's really bugging me. Well, same one on a loop. Get it tons though so not that I'm not used to it. Same one daily since freshman year of high school sooo. Well, it's evolved a bit ha but yeah. Same one for at least a few years. 24/7. 365. :barnie But tonight it's really bugging me for some reason. 2 hours straight about.

I need something else to think about... ha

But for now, gotta go to sleep
 
That said I did make a slightly adult decision the other day. Was asked to puppy sit next weekend, sleep over Friday and then just feed her or walk or whatever Saturday. Anyway, I was gonna say no cause there was a concert I reeeeeallyyyyy wanted to go to the 1st so Friday. It's really good and semi a friend. BUT. They would prefer me to do it and she's so cute. And I need the money. So I said yes. I'm actually pretty upset I'm missing it and usually I can go to ones I want but I need the money so I decided to say yes. Also just decided today I'm now doing 3 days a week cause the other people while great have too many clients and started giving her less time for same price and plus they'd rather I, family, do it and I need the money. Still gonna stay on the other list though in case I can't do it. So it's slightly a job?? Still definitely need a real one though but at least it is SOME money coming in, which I never had before haha

Also working harder on eating better and on the garden.
 
rjohns39 said:
Morning all :frow

Sorry for being so down last night... I tend to get that way twice a year...
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:hugs Bro hug. Everyone is allowed a little time in the 'down' club. I'm there right now, but "this too shall pass." "One day, one moment at a time." It has always been hard for me to live in the moment. Maybe when I grow up ?
 
rjohns39 said:
Morning all :frow

Sorry for being so down last night... I tend to get that way twice a year...
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It's ok to feel sad Bob, that was a horrible day. I'm sorry for the loss of your friends and as bad as it was to see at a distance, for you to be right there had to have been devastating. :hugs

I was at the Kansas City airport for a training session that day. We took a break and walked into the lobby to see everyone huddled around the televisions. So hard to believe what was happening, at first it seemed to not be real. Announcements were made that all flights were cancelled, all flight personnel was grounded, sirens going off everywhere. It was surreal. I remember thinking that my sister had died just 6 months previously and now there were all these family members going through the grief I had been, how horrible for them.

And @sourland don't you dare to grow up, we love you just the way you are!
 
N F C said:
It's ok to feel sad Bob, that was a horrible day. I'm sorry for the loss of your friends and as bad as it was to see at a distance, for you to be right there had to have been devastating. :hugs

I was at the Kansas City airport for a training session that day. We took a break and walked into the lobby to see everyone huddled around the televisions. So hard to believe what was happening, at first it seemed to not be real. Announcements were made that all flights were cancelled, all flight personnel was grounded, sirens going off everywhere. It was surreal. I remember thinking that my sister had died just 6 months previously and now there were all these family members going through the grief I had been, how horrible for them.

And @sourland don't you dare to grow up, we love you just the way you are!
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We were in upstate NY visiting my childhood best friend with plans on taking a train into Canada for a vacation. We spent the day glued to the television and taking brief trips outside to cry in private. It's a day that I choose to never forget. The next day we headed for home staying off major highways 'just because'. It was uplifting to see the multiple rural homes displaying the American flag.

About the growing up ? Yeah, I knew it was too late for that. :old My Mom, who lived to be 97, always said, "Growing old is no sin, but acting old is."
 

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