I completely empathize with this issue, out of the 4 "hens" I got this summer, 2 of them were roos, and I grew to love them so much. I would suggest against muting your feelings, because they are trying to tell you something. Killing an innocent being who wants to live is cruel, and our innate compassion is trying to let us know that it is wrong. It's not good for us to "condition" ourselves to violence, especially when we can easily eat something else.
If you can't keep him, I would look into rooster sanctuaries or adoption programs in your area. I was able to find a farm that took them both for $50 each, which was a great deal to me because I know they get to live a good life. Now I only adopt pullets or older hens that need a home to avoid the growing unwanted rooster problem.
Good luck!
If you can't keep him, I would look into rooster sanctuaries or adoption programs in your area. I was able to find a farm that took them both for $50 each, which was a great deal to me because I know they get to live a good life. Now I only adopt pullets or older hens that need a home to avoid the growing unwanted rooster problem.
Good luck!