Toddlers are Quackers

[BullChick]

You know when you get the giggle and then laugh so hard you start to cry?
If was one of those times.

Then it ended.
Im tired but I can't shut my mind off tonight.

Tomorrow is an End of the life party for a good friend of mine's mom.
(is Mine's a word)

She is deathly ill....and i have been trying to convince myself to go for two weeks now (since they sent the invite) and i am feeling bad because I know i am not going to be able to go.
i can't see someone like that.

First,
Yes, I know what you mean about laughing until you cry. And laughing until you just can't breathe!
I think "mine's" can be a word. "Thru" is. So, why not?
I understand that you do not want to go tomorrow. I can make arguments for both sides. My personality would make me go. I have rarely gotten a chance to say goodbye to someone. When I know someone has cancer, I mentally say goodbye to them each time that I leave their presence. That way, I never feel the deep devastation of not getting to say goodbye. For me, a painful goodbye is better than none at all. Usually. There are always exceptions to each rule.
And, then there is what you are probably thinking. It is easier to not have to face the truth. To not have the sickness staring you right in the face. You want to remember her as she was, not as she is now.
That is your personality. And completely understandable!!

 

[BullChick]

There is still a lot of work for me to get done. Duckling has not been sleeping soundly, so I have not been able to go out while she was sleeping. She also was not able to stick around while I was trying to work today. I don't care if she is out of my sight. But, she kept calling for me. I hope to get stuff done tomorrow. The lives of my flock depends on it!

 

[BullChick]

Why does that suddenly sound mean to me? I assume you understand what I meant by not facing the truth. Not that you are in a fantasy land. I don't want to over explain and get confusing.
I understand why you don't want to go.

 

[Kiki]

no no no No I understand what you are saying.

I wish i could turn back time and tell a few people good bye..but i just don't think i can actually do it.

I have never been a cry baby....never until I lost my dad, step dad, grandma and grandpa all in two years time. Two died fast and two died horrible deaths.
I just found out recently i do NOT do deaths good....But who does?

I just FEEL bad for not wanting to go tomorrow..
argh..
Horrible feeling to have.
Ima try to sleep on it then decide tomorrow just before it would be time to leave.


Sweet dreams!

 

[Kiki]

You know it doesn't bother me so much that she is dying..it bothers me to have to see her dying..so sick.
Im happy she is at peace with it but Id rather not see her....
make sense?

Shoot to me it KINDA does but I keep thinking...what if...
argh..
Im going to sleep so I can turn off this thinking crap!

 

[BullChick]

 

[BullChick]

Collecting eggs is dangerous business! Actually, it was. There was a girl in the box each time we went out. I thought I had another broody until a different color girl was in there.

 

[BunnynChicks]

Collecting eggs is dangerous business! Actually, it was. There was a girl in the box each time we went out. I thought I had another broody until a different color girl was in there.

Awwwww she is adorable!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[BullChick]

Awwwww she is adorable!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you.

 

[DwayneNLiz]

I'm sure lots of them do.
I think that's funny so I might spare some of them for that purpose.

video?

You know when you get the giggle and then laugh so hard you start to cry?
If was one of those times.

Then it ended.
Im tired but I can't shut my mind off tonight.

Tomorrow is an End of the life party for a good friend of mine's mom.
(is Mine's a word)

She is deathly ill....and i have been trying to convince myself to go for two weeks now (since they sent the invite) and i am feeling bad because I know i am not going to be able to go.
i can't see someone like that.

Collecting eggs is dangerous business! Actually, it was. There was a girl in the box each time we went out. I thought I had another broody until a different color girl was in there.

lol she is so cute! Why didn't you wear those goggles yesterday?