Today I absolutely MUST go see the vet and discuss putting my dog down.
I have procrastinated long enough, almost a full year, and it is apparent she can barely eat now with the big cancer in her jaw, and running down the row of teeth in the roof of her mouth.
She is on alot of tramadol for pain, and some hours she seems like she is doing great, almost 'frolicky' and then most of the time lately she seems totally 'lost' with dementia no doubt.
The vet told me 2 weeks ago (when I discovered a tiny bump in her mouth) that this will run fast, and once into her lymphatic system, it will spread through her lungs equally fast.
This is the kind of cancer they tell you that you have 3 weeks to live, it is incredibly fast !!!!!!!!!
Yesterday while giving her pills, that it has taken over her entire upper jaw, lumpy cauliflower-like growths popping up from beside her teeth.
I am so depressed, but have to carry on.
SO !
Looking for a good pup that can handle the weather here, not too big, and must be a breed that will love and protect the birds here.
I have been avoiding looking for another dog, looking back it is almost as if I do not look for another dog that my Samantha will be OK.
Spiritwood's Bewitching Samantha
The best dog in the entire world.
Wish I could clone this dog !!!!