I have faith in you that you will be able to overcome your fears and reclaim your life. My oldest sister was always an inspiration to me growing up. She was involved in a swimming accident that left her a paraplegic. She refused to become an invalid, and rebuilt her life including driving her own car, working a full time job and helping the owners of the company that she worked build the business up to a multi million dollar a year company.
If you were successful previously, you will be again. Trust your judgement once again, don't let your fears hold you back. Just remember, when God closes one door He always opens a window somewhere else. We just have to listen for the directions.
By the way, what's happening with Snakeman and the job situation? Any word on the rebuilding and when he will be going back to work.
You have a lot of people on here pulling for you and yours and keeping you in our prayers.