MaeM
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That being said, they do not tell us if they are in pain, and hide it very well. The resting and sleeping a lot seem to be signs she is definitely not well, and is conserving energy, trying to heal. Much like us. Not pooping is never good.
You have to ask yourself the question, are you keeping her alive for yourself, or for her well being? Many times, euthanasia is the most loving and kind thing to do for our beloved companions, to end their suffering. My heart goes out to you, as you have hard decisions to make.
When Ruby's sister, Bianca, got sick with pneumonia with pulmonary edema, one of her vets said that she would be dead in two days.
The other one offered to euthanize her while she was receiving oxygen.
That happened in June last year.
At first, I refused to euthanize her out of my own desire to keep her with me, I took her home, and then I thought about it more rationally and reconsidered it.
But then, Bianca became more responsive and started eating on her own.
It was a long treatment, but she gradually returned to her chicken life.
She has tracheal stenosis now, but she got adapted, and she is a normal hen who just can't do a lot of exercise and needs an oral bronchodilator once in a while.
Every day I watch her eat her veggies, dust bathe with her friends, etc., and think: "I could've euthanized her last year".
What I mean is... I'm afraid of making the wrong decision. I'm afraid of not giving Ruby enough time to recover.
I left her in that clinic with an oxygen mask. She breathes on her own now.
I left her in that clinic with no mobility. She stands up and walks around now.
She didn't eat at first. Now she does - very little, and I have to complement it, but what if she starts eating a bit more every day and I just...interrupt her healing process?
She got major surgery on Saturday. It's not even a week...
At the same time, I totally understand your point, and I'm not completely discarding euthanasia as an option.
I will talk to one of her vets tomorrow. And perhaps... depending on what he says... I will let her go, and donate her body to the Vet college.