I hope your girl gets better. I have a flock of 4 girls and you do get attached!
This is my first year, too. Mine are 8 months and it is getting easier. You're not alone. I wondered the same thing myself. I think much of it is that there is so much new stuff to learn that it gets draining. The cost of making the coop and run is also a factor. Then there's the Winter aspect. Next hurdle will be the hot Summer weather and all it brings.
I had to deal with rehoming roosters, too. I also had a chick that just wasn't as healthy as the rest and ended up having to cull her once she got big enough that it looked like her legs were having a hard time supporting her. (I never did figure out what was wrong with her.) What worked for us was burying her in a very deep hole after putting her down. We used the same method as when butchered (first time doing that, too). We put her upside down in a cone and slit her jugular vein and she just faded away.
If you don't have the heart to cull her yourself (and I hope it doesn't come to that), there's likely people close to you that are into hunting that wouldn't have a hard time helping you out with culling. Ask at work. I know I'd have a difficult time now that I've had my girls this long.
Best wishes!
This is my first year, too. Mine are 8 months and it is getting easier. You're not alone. I wondered the same thing myself. I think much of it is that there is so much new stuff to learn that it gets draining. The cost of making the coop and run is also a factor. Then there's the Winter aspect. Next hurdle will be the hot Summer weather and all it brings.
I had to deal with rehoming roosters, too. I also had a chick that just wasn't as healthy as the rest and ended up having to cull her once she got big enough that it looked like her legs were having a hard time supporting her. (I never did figure out what was wrong with her.) What worked for us was burying her in a very deep hole after putting her down. We used the same method as when butchered (first time doing that, too). We put her upside down in a cone and slit her jugular vein and she just faded away.
If you don't have the heart to cull her yourself (and I hope it doesn't come to that), there's likely people close to you that are into hunting that wouldn't have a hard time helping you out with culling. Ask at work. I know I'd have a difficult time now that I've had my girls this long.
Best wishes!