I know you'll take care of Lucy, but you take care of yourself while you're at it.Folly did not chime in on my thread. I do not like stressing her and because I've seen no true improvement, I did not medicate her last night. She was resting comfortably and I left her be.
It is very stressful for me. I am okay with euthanizing an animal that is suffering with no hope for recovery. It actually makes me feel better because I know they aren't in pain any longer. My stress comes from knowing my animal is in pain. I want it to stop.
Trying to get the timing right on letting go is always tough. If they are still enjoying life, I want them to have as much time as possible. But how can I really know how much pain she is hiding?
I read an article written by a veterinarian once that said he had yet to see an owner that brought an animal in too soon to be euthanized. Everyone always waits too long. I guess that is because no one wants to take the life of an innocent animal. But she is my responsibility and I'm going to have to do this pretty soon I think.
The sun is coming up now so I'm going to head out to tend to the flock and see how she is today.