So yesterday we were skype chatting (y'all know what skype is, right?) and i was *again* making some disparaging remarks about myself. And here is the conversation as follows:
Me:didnt we have this disscussion
(about me being crazy or not) before?
Gabe :it was a bit different
last time, I convinced you not to hate yourself though
Me: still didnt totally work.... but it certainly helped!
but yeah...
hmm
Gabe: I didn't think so
I'd be a hekuva psychiatrist if it worked in one shot!
Me: lol
Gabe: still... I plan on making it work all the way eventually
Me: thats a lost cause
Gabe: that's just what you think
Me: yeaaahhhh you cant get that out of a gal, self-hatred is deeply ingrained in our minds
which sucks
stupid mentality
Gabe

eeellllll, I can at least get it to a natural level
Me: its at a "natural" level
for someone as unnatural as me
Gabe: suuuuuuurrre it is
I think I have a different definition for unnatural
We talk about random things for a bit and then...
Me: Thats just part of the madness that is tatcha
Gabe: true
but it is a very likeable maddness
Me: is not
but o well
Gabe: to me it is
Isnt that sweet?