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Yes, it is very hard!! When my boy Kiwi passed it did not hit me as hard because Cherry needed a lot of care. When Cherry passed, I felt empty. But we had gone through so much with Cherry we decided on a break from dogs. I still think of my 2 chickens that we had to let go (Pepper had egg yolk peritonitis and Pinto was having seizures where she would just bang her head on the ground nonstop. Very painful to watch)
Yes I try but boy living with your mom sometimes.... well it's interesting. We fight at least once or twice a week. Sucks when we are both stubborn people.
Thanks again to everyone for being so nice
