A hundred and one and counting!!!!

[Whispering Winds]

It's not funny, but the guy who brought the flowers . . .think about it, you and your family must be very loved by the people in the area to come and offer their sympathy . . .I think its so sad we wait until someone is gone to tell someone how much we thought of the person or to bring flowers, or food . . .BUT you are here and got to see it firsthand!!!!!! I am so sorry you had to go through this, its so awful what one human can do to another human, and the after effects. . .I think your story is an inspiration to anyone who has issues with their lives, and to take heart from it.

 

[chilling in muscadine]

Thanks everyone but I don't feel like anyone special. I just feel like someone is trying to save my life {maybe god has a plan for me} and if I help someone along the way than that is a way good thing. I don't know what tomorrow will bring but I do know that death is there for me if I don't try and get better. I had a good friend that I had befriended after I got sick die from the the anorexia. Two days before she died she looked me in my eyes and told me she wasn't going anywhere{meaning she was not going to die}. She was in denial all the way to the end.

I am a writer and have been published many times. My hope and dream is that I can write on this subject. I live in a small community in the sticks and unless you are wealthy or can travel there isn't much help out there for you. After I was assaulted I still tried to work so that I could keep my medical insurance. I had BCBSs and as much as I paid for the insurance, ED was no covered. It didn't take long to rack up enough bills to put us in finacial ruins.

If there is anyone out there suffering for the dreaded ED and you want to talk you can PM me. It would be great threapy for both of us. Therapist help but they are not going through the illness so they can not truly understand. I say again that I am not cured but I feel like I am over the hump enough that maybe I can help.

Now I have to deal with all the problems that are going on with my body for starving it for so long. The main one is the damage I have done to my heart. I have a lifetime of recovery to deal with ahead of me.

Thanks again for all your support.

On a good note I should have some pips anytime now. My chicks are due on Saturday but with my Hovabator they usually come a day early. YIPPIEE!!!!!!! PEACE

 

[Wynette]

OH! I'm feeling so warm & fuzzy now! You and I PM'd back and forth some time ago about this. I knew you were struggling, and I felt helpless to say the "right" thing. I'm SO happy that you are well and feeling thankful!

You're AWESOME!

 

[Whispering Winds]

Start writing!! My daughter suffers from post traumatic stress from incidents in her early life, personality disorder, and a slight form of autism, and she said her journals and her family is what is keeping her going. . .she writes in her journals every day. . .if you are a published writer, tell your story . . .you never know what life out there you will touch!!! Good luck, and God Bless!!

 

[chilling in muscadine]

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Its great that your daughter writes in her journal everyday. There isn't any better therapy out there than that. I actually had a lisenced therapist tell me this same info. Its great because you can look back and see the progress that you have acheived. I myself enjoy writing. Good luck to your daughter and god bless to her for a great recovery. Please tell her she is in my prayers.

SARA