Hearing you speak of not having chickens anymore after this flock resonates with me...*sadness* I get it.

Wish I didn't. Personally, not sure how to not have them in my life, but the sadness of losing them can be so traumatic. They are such wonderful creatures and bring us such joy

, yet this kind of horror, despite doing all you can to do right and good by your critters, still happens. #Merekssucks@ss
Feels like we have to be "dual purpose" chicken parents: rawhide and nails AND still have soft open hearts to care for our birds...that is if they are more like pets to you (as they are for me).
My heart aches for you. So many of us, new to chickens or old salties, loving our chickens as pets or as food, are learning from this information and sweet Margo's passing. We are getting better at this because of you. IMO, you are brave. You have a gentle warrior's spirit. Your chickens are super lucky to have you as their mama.