I know how you feel! I'll try to keep it short, but my daughter brought home grown chickens 10 years ago. We were new to chickens, and predators got them. So, she replaced them with brand new babies. I took care of them . They lived in my living room. Aww, they were cute and fuzzy. They moved outside, and at some point, I decided I did NOT like chickens. I swore they would get this evil look in their eyes and come running at me. I also believed they sharpened their beaks in anticipation. Yes, I was afraid of them.
Then I went and got married, and DH saw the unused chicken coop and decided on filling it. Again, I took care of them, they lived in my living room for 6 weeks. I handled them. Once they got big, I remembered I do NOT like chickens.. and avoided them at all costs. And yes, I was still a little afraid of them.
Fast forward 4 years, and that very same lovely daughter brought me 4 1month old sexlinks. Every day, I went out there and sat with them, and held them and let them jump on me.( which I did NOT like).
DH decided he wanted BABY chicks, and came home with 12 RIR's. I didnt hold them as much. It was hard trying to find time for all of them.
Now, the Big Girls are 5 months old, and they are the sweetest birds. I have no problem having them run to me. I'm not afraid they will peck me.( and sometimes they do). The "babies" are 3 months old. Im not scared of them, but the roosters (4 of them) are getting SO BIG, and I admit they make me nervous. I still do NOT like chickens.. But the "big girls" are cool... and the babies are cute
The only difference between the 2 sets is I did handle the big girls alot for the first month. I handled them when they were bigger, so I conquered my fear. The little ones I handled as babies, but not so much as they got older. I'd highly recommend getting a small number to start, and just hang out with them and hold them every day, even for a few minutes. And keep doing it till they are full grown. Because if you get yourself used to them, there's nothing to be afraid of. My little ones dont like to be handled, but they sure all come running when they see me. And instead of fear, I have laughter.. because theres nothing like the sight of 11 chickens with their funny looking run coming at ya.
The Red sex links are very beautiful colored birds. I dont know if it's the breed, or the handling, but honestly they are very sweet birds. Very friendly. They even go hang out with my neighbors