Yeah, I understand
I just looked back over the emails and I never actually changed the pick up date: it was just us going back and forth seeing when worked best for the both of us. (along with an email that didn't even go through due to technical issues, so that doesn't count) My memory is worse than I thought it was! I'm thinking I should probably just leave it anyway though. Like you said, it makes things harder on the breeders and I really would hate to ruin things for anyone. The only real thing for me to be concerned about is how many questions I've asked, but I only sent two emails asking about stuff my 4-H leaders brought up, along with the initial "hi, would you be interested in selling birds?". I get anxiety over talking to people and it sometimes makes me think I've done much more damage than I have. It's silly, I know, but I really work myself up about it.
I know I'm sounding really inconsistent right now, which is my main problem here and in life, but I had my mom help me with the emails so that stuff was done right, at least
I can understand all that, actually... many think otherwise, but talking to and dealing with people is not really my strong suit... I'm mildly Autistic and it stresses me out very much... the good thing about typing it out is I can take my time, rethink and edit my words as I go...