I'm so sorry for you heartbreak!! not a lot else I can say cause I know the hurt and you wonder if it was your fault...I think I followed some of the thread and when I got up early I saw your message for help...but I hadn't read what had happened to that point
every single person on here has learned through all the trails and errors....just like yours...and your experience will be a learning experience for everyone else

every single person on here has learned through all the trails and errors....just like yours...and your experience will be a learning experience for everyone else
