Just checked out Keltara and their swimming Buffs. How super cool is that!!! I feel so bad about your Lilly too. I lost 17 hens this last winter when they were out free-ranging and two unwanted dogs came through and decimated my little flock. I really don't appreciate people who think that if others live in the country they must want dogs. So of course they drop off their dogs in the country. My dear rooster, Boris, was trying valiantly to fight them both off at the same time when my good neighbor came over with his .22 and sent the dogs packing (maybe even wounded). Anyway, Boris survived with 6 Red Star hens out of my whole flock. I lost 2 White Rocks, Lucy and Ethel, 1 Delaware, Gertie, 1 Auraucana, Mabel, 2 Silver-laced Wyandottes, Isabel and Agatha, 2 Buff Orps, Edna and Agnes, and 2 Black Stars, Mildred and Madge. I felt the same way. I felt so guilty for the longest time. If only I had not let them have the run of the place. It is amazing how attached you can become to these crazy birds. But they are wonderful and we love them and the only side affect I still have is not being able to give names to the new ones yet. My grandson says he wants to try swimming with chickens like your girls. (By the way, you have darling girls too!!) I love this forum and tell everyone with chickens about it!!! Thanks to you all.