Ok its been 7 weeks since the entire family got horribly sick. I did get roughly 2 weeks off before it came back a week ago. Me and the baby are again coughing and congested. In my head I know its just allergies and a cold. I also have tonsil stones which is not helping. Apparently a massive sinus infection and horrid allergies set me up for these. Not lovely. i keep coughing and i cannot stop. I can feel the stupid stone, which is how we discovered THEM and those along with congestion are making me gag. Whatever this bug is, I hate it.
Tonight though I am feeling worn out and frustrated and a bit anxious. I do suffer from an anxiety disorder. It is not treated because I cannot tolerated any of the' meds. Just prolonged illness like this is freaking me out. Don't laugh, but I am debating between lung cancer and tuberculosis. My husband will roll his eyes and say not to be silly. I know its silly. I am too tired and too busy hacking to think straight though. My head can talk all it wants, my nerves are in charge for the moment. I tell myself the facts and just keep gasping for air and sanity. Stupid attacks. Usually under control but being tired has everything all messed up.
I am abnormally for me tired for me. Today I managed to do bills, make breakfast, sort through the eggs, get the kids school work assigned and checked, and I pulled all the seats out of the mini van and vacuumed and shampoed the carpet and upholstery. I wiped down all the dashboards and such. Called the ballet teacher and talked for like 40 minutes about my hard headed daughter. Then made dinner. Notice no cleaning was done. One single batch of dishes and that was it for cleaning. By 8 I was so tired I didn't want to move anymore. Just dragging. I even slept 8 hours last night, I should be more with it. Tired of being this tired. Sick and tired of being sick.
If anyone else has had this and found a cure. Let me know please. My family needs the housekeeper and organizer back, not the tired lady on the couch.
Tonight though I am feeling worn out and frustrated and a bit anxious. I do suffer from an anxiety disorder. It is not treated because I cannot tolerated any of the' meds. Just prolonged illness like this is freaking me out. Don't laugh, but I am debating between lung cancer and tuberculosis. My husband will roll his eyes and say not to be silly. I know its silly. I am too tired and too busy hacking to think straight though. My head can talk all it wants, my nerves are in charge for the moment. I tell myself the facts and just keep gasping for air and sanity. Stupid attacks. Usually under control but being tired has everything all messed up.
I am abnormally for me tired for me. Today I managed to do bills, make breakfast, sort through the eggs, get the kids school work assigned and checked, and I pulled all the seats out of the mini van and vacuumed and shampoed the carpet and upholstery. I wiped down all the dashboards and such. Called the ballet teacher and talked for like 40 minutes about my hard headed daughter. Then made dinner. Notice no cleaning was done. One single batch of dishes and that was it for cleaning. By 8 I was so tired I didn't want to move anymore. Just dragging. I even slept 8 hours last night, I should be more with it. Tired of being this tired. Sick and tired of being sick.
If anyone else has had this and found a cure. Let me know please. My family needs the housekeeper and organizer back, not the tired lady on the couch.
