It will be for the best and things will be more peaceful afterwards, but I know how hard it is for you (you let yourself get so attached to those bachelors). To mentally protect myself, I have to keep in my brain at all times that almost any boy is potentially dinner. But I have definitely found that the longer I keep them, the harder it is. Before Goodwin was killed, I had thought to get rid of Monkey the splash copper marans. But I had talked myself into actually finding a loving home for him (which is nuts compared to the way I usually think about my flock...). Now that Goodwin is no more, Monkey gets a bunch of new girlfriends instead.
You, too? I have WAAAAAAAY too many chicks on the way, between orders and incubating. I must be out of my mind. I realize that gives me more leeway to select the very best to keep, but I may need to buy yet ANOTHER freezer...
- Ant Farm
I'm getting better about not getting so attached to the boys....except the Silver Grey Dorking flock + two boys from my own flock. That is the friendliest, sweetest and most affectionate group of birds I've ever hatched. I think the SGDs have taught "my" hatchlings to be even sweeter than normal. Anytime I have a bad day I just go out to their pen and all the stress melts away under their intense affection. I'm glad I'll have to perform heavy breeding/hatching of the SGDs for a while because the thought of culling any of that flock just stabs at my heart. And Andres (the Giant) and Lenny, the fastest growing NN cockerel I've ever hatched, are in that group, so they all look like keepers to me.
