I feel some what responsible for my family. I wouldnt want them to starve. I am young and dont have kids( I am to young to say my age on BYC or I will be on probation according to the rules). Even though I am still young I feel responsible for them. I have butchered many chickens and I feel bad for each one but each animal was put on the earth for a purpose and many of them were put on the earth so we could survive. Something has to die for us to live. Whether its plants or animals. I personally would rather eat something that I butchered cuz I know what it ate, how it was raised and that it had a good life right up to the end.