BYC Drawing Club(NEW!!!)

[chickendiva25]

um, if that is true, then why do a lot of people make money for those type of drawings? heck, even i get the urge to draw some blood, and lots of weapons

and i have alot of drawings with tattoos/fangs, and i even have a few MH drawing if colored most likely will have blood on them. and no, i dont color because i dont want my mom to find out, i just dont have the color pencils to use LOL

Because we live in a semi-messed up society?

Don't kill me.

 

[miss heny]

thank you Diva i myself dont do that, i keep stuff really, in me :/ my book is on hold right now because of that, because i try to draw/write in peace, not in anger or so forth, so to me it is hard to tell my feelings :/

 

[miss heny]

G2G having to go to a horse meeting to talk about a new sickness outbreak :/ most likely wont get back on for the night

 

[horsecrazychicklovingkid]

I'm sorry this isn't going the way you want it to.

Always remember though, your parents know what's best for you, not you. Er, that sounds really bad, but I'm sure you get my point. If your Mom and Dad feel that perhaps you should stop drawing these pictures, you should do what they say.That is what Christ asks of us, isn't it?

You should also explain those pictures to your parents. People often vent their feelings out onto paper, either in words or drawings, and those pictures you've drawn might be giving your parents the idea that you're feeling suicidal. Which, from what I can tell, you aren't. But in the end, you should probably lay off the knives and blood and focus on something, maybe a bit happier? Like, flowers or hands. They sound like boring topics, but there are so many possibilities when it comes to drawing them! You could use pastels, charcoal, colored pencils, the possibilities are really endless. It will make your parents happier to know that you're using your artistic abilities to draw something beautiful, and cheerful, instead of sad.

Hopefully this helps. I hope that doesn't sound too much like a lecture or anything.

No, I get what you mean.

She would probably mistake my flower for some kind of weapon.

I draw pretty happy ones all the time..and then some.

A lot of stress is going on in my life the past several months, I empty my stress and worry and any of those thoughts that might actually be there, into the drawings. If that made sense.

In other words, happy feeling, happy drawing. Worries, tied up horsies. Mad/sad/stressed, blood, horse, and knife. (Thing is when I draw them, I'm usually not aware of the emotion that brought them on, I just see it in my head and wanna see if I can get it out on paper or whatever is available) Or, I get a kool looking idea in my head, and I wanna see if I can draw it. One page was dagger sketches, I just wanted to see if I could do it and how they would look, I was experimenting with different styles, no particular emotion brought those on. Same with most of the horses with the knives in them..older weapons like knives and swords have always interested me, and I was just messing around seeing what I could do. If that makes sense. If I told my mom that she would probably want me to see and counselor er something.

I'm not drawing anymore with knives in them. Never again. All she's ever seen are the happy ones, most of the others aren't really meant for others' eyes.

To me some of them just look kool. Like my Kelpies, they're strange and they interest me. I'm not much for plain.

She didn't like the Hippocampi either..*covers eyes with hand* Right now I'm listening to, a Christian, song, called Eating Me Away by Skillet. O_O It probably brought on some of those. Find it on YouTube and listen if you dare. Let me know if you last past the first chorus.

Sad is very popular, though.

I like happy stuff, just not all the time, I'm a realist, I'm not all that happy-go-lucky most of the time.

Now, me, don't even let me in the same room with the knife, or I'm liable ta kill myself. I don't mind drawing them, reading about them, writing with them. They're interesting, to me. My mom on the other hand..oi.

I've always had the interest in old style weapons, she just never knew about it. -__- Now I'm listening to Riot by Carman. It makes me want to draw something very enthusiastic.

Sometimes it just depends on what day it is, what the weather is like er something. But I don't draw them evilly, and I separate my reality and my fantasy very well. Except for the evil RP characters, they'
re supposed ta be evil.

 

[horsecrazychicklovingkid]

Wow, that was longer than I thought it would be.

 

[chickendiva25]

No, I get what you mean.

She would probably mistake my flower for some kind of weapon.

I draw pretty happy ones all the time..and then some.

A lot of stress is going on in my life the past several months, I empty my stress and worry and any of those thoughts that might actually be there, into the drawings. If that made sense.

In other words, happy feeling, happy drawing. Worries, tied up horsies. Mad/sad/stressed, blood, horse, and knife. (Thing is when I draw them, I'm usually not aware of the emotion that brought them on, I just see it in my head and wanna see if I can get it out on paper or whatever is available) Or, I get a kool looking idea in my head, and I wanna see if I can draw it. One page was dagger sketches, I just wanted to see if I could do it and how they would look, I was experimenting with different styles, no particular emotion brought those on. Same with most of the horses with the knives in them..older weapons like knives and swords have always interested me, and I was just messing around seeing what I could do. If that makes sense. If I told my mom that she would probably want me to see and counselor er something.

I'm not drawing anymore with knives in them. Never again. All she's ever seen are the happy ones, most of the others aren't really meant for others' eyes.

To me some of them just look kool. Like my Kelpies, they're strange and they interest me. I'm not much for plain.

She didn't like the Hippocampi either..*covers eyes with hand* Right now I'm listening to, a Christian, song, called Eating Me Away by Skillet. O_O It probably brought on some of those. Find it on YouTube and listen if you dare. Let me know if you last past the first chorus.

Sad is very popular, though.

I like happy stuff, just not all the time, I'm a realist, I'm not all that happy-go-lucky most of the time.

Now, me, don't even let me in the same room with the knife, or I'm liable ta kill myself. I don't mind drawing them, reading about them, writing with them. They're interesting, to me. My mom on the other hand..oi.

I've always had the interest in old style weapons, she just never knew about it. -__- Now I'm listening to Riot by Carman. It makes me want to draw something very enthusiastic.

Sometimes it just depends on what day it is, what the weather is like er something. But I don't draw them evilly, and I separate my reality and my fantasy very well. Except for the evil RP characters, they'
re supposed ta be evil.

*Tries to find a good reply*

I read your reply, and I totally get what you said believe me! I just don't know what to say now.

You pretty much explained it all yourself.

Do you like Skillet? I saw them at the Winter jam this year and didn't like them that much. If I hadn't know that they were a Christian band, I wouldn't have realized from their loud music and the way they dressed. o.o
It does sound like I'm judging them, doesn't it? But, honestly, what does one expect when they're dressed like punk rockers?

 

[horsecrazychicklovingkid]

um, if that is true, then why do a lot of people make money for those type of drawings? heck, even i get the urge to draw some blood, and lots of weapons

and i have alot of drawings with tattoos/fangs, and i even have a few MH drawing if colored most likely will have blood on them. and no, i dont color because i dont want my mom to find out, i just dont have the color pencils to use LOL

I wish it was that easy...my horse bleeding to death was a bit..obvious, even in pencil. He's put away wheres nobody's gunna find him..

 

[LittleLady98]

If my mom ever saw some of the pics I drew when I was angry...0_0...

I tend to bottle up my feelings, and they usually come out in my writing or drawing. That's why I haven't posted anymore chapters in my book...er, actually...I'm too relaxed to write a story about war, love, pain, and hate!

 

[horsecrazychicklovingkid]

*Tries to find a good reply*

I read your reply, and I totally get what you said believe me! I just don't know what to say now.

You pretty much explained it all yourself.

Do you like Skillet? I saw them at the Winter jam this year and didn't like them that much. If I hadn't know that they were a Christian band, I wouldn't have realized from their loud music and the way they dressed. o.o
It does sound like I'm judging them, doesn't it? But, honestly, what does one expect when they're dressed like punk rockers?

I did, didn't I? I have a friend who used to be heavy into...*stuff* like that, started out he just thought it was kool, but it became something horrid, and he is really warning me about not getting in too deep into things like knives and blood and kelpies. Even just the swirls I draw on them. (This is before he started coming to church and accepted Jesus into his heart) He watched this movie once with a friend (BAD FRIEND he was older and could have been a good influence on my friend, just about destroyed him instead) and it had a lot of witchcraft in it, where they were fighting with their hands(magic) and stuff and moving things, very demonic stuff, and one guy had designs(in the movie) on his arms and stuff, and my friend thought it would be kool to draw them on himself, well he did, and his eyes turned completely black and he said he had this anger inside him, like he wanted to break things just randomly and it was just like this consuming anger and he had this feeling like he could do anything and when he washed them off it all went away, his eyes went back to normal, he wasn't angry anymore. He also got heavy into dragons once, he wouldn't even tell me anymore after that. Just told me to never even try to draw one, he even said please. Asked me please to never draw anything on myself, and not to read or watch anything with witchcraft in it, he knows people who are, like, REAL and they are demonic and can lift things without touching them, etc. I won't expound. He said once him and a friend were setting down and plotting killing people they knew, and were mad at, and it was like, for real. (still before he got saved) and now he says he looks back and is so scared, he says, what happened to me what was in me, he believes that at one time he had a demon with him, not necessarily in him, but with him. He has told me, he should be dead, and God is the ONLY, only, reason he is still alive. That's a whole other story that I won't go into to prevent everyone who reads this from being at their computers for several hours.

Well, anyways. He just told me I need to be VERY careful with that sort of thing, from experience. I am kind of scared now. I just talked to him in the phone, and he said there's nothing wrong with drawing blood and knives, but he was actually very disturbed when he saw one of my horses with a knife in it, and he said it's not bad, but it's how you're thinking, if you're focusing on killing, and stabbing, and blood, well, that's not good. Obviously.

That's why I'm not drawing them anymore.

Hope I didn't scare anybody there...


Yup, I like Skillet. Listen past the loudness and their dress, and their songs do have a very good message. I was reading a girl's testimony, she was about to kill herself, and she heard a Skillet song, Whispers in the Dark I think it was, and it saved her life. Now, i also love Chris Tomlin, Casting Crowns, and other, slower, softer Christian music.

Wow that was long.

 

[horsecrazychicklovingkid]

If my mom ever saw some of the pics I drew when I was angry...0_0...

I tend to bottle up my feelings, and they usually come out in my writing or drawing. That's why I haven't posted anymore chapters in my book...er, actually...I'm too relaxed to write a story about war, love, pain, and hate!

Most of mine come out of sadness or worry, but my mad drawing, sometimes I either erase or rip to shreds afterwards.

I bottle up mine too..terrible....I'm slowly learning not to, though. Drawing and writing helps me calm down sometimes.