Calling all teenagers

Oh wow 😭 you remind me of like adult Willow from counting my sevens. Idk if you know who that is but she’s like a genius (minus the family stuff if you do know)
I have the kind of ocd where I’m very specific about things and everything has to have a pattern and I get anxiety really easy from it. So I don’t have to like turn the light switch on three times but I cant own four or two or seven or eleven of one thing, if that make sense.
I mean it kind of makes sense, lol.
I have the OCD where I need things to be done in threes or sevens, and sometimes twelves.
That's because there are 3 in the Holy Trinity, 7 is a holy number, and we say "Lord have mercy" 12 times in some prayers. It's actually a specific type of OCD for having obsessions just with numbers relating to religion. I've gotten over most of the other OCD habits because I taught myself how to ignore a lot of the anxiety (it was hard). I'll scratch myself 7 times instead of something arbitrary, I subconsciously count it.
Used to be, and occasionally I still do it but it doesn't give me anxiety anymore if I don't, that if I were to, say, bump my left elbow, I'd have to do the same thing to my right elbow so it was "even".
My anxiety was based around the thought that something terrible would happen if I didn't give into the obsession, and that was the hardest thing to break, but I did.
 
I mean it kind of makes sense, lol.
I have the OCD where I need things to be done in threes or sevens, and sometimes twelves.
That's because there are 3 in the Holy Trinity, 7 is a holy number, and we say "Lord have mercy" 12 times in some prayers. It's actually a specific type of OCD for having obsessions just with numbers relating to religion.
Exactly mine aren’t related to religion but there are specific numbers I have to do things to numbers. Mostly even numbers except for nine and eleven.
I've gotten over most of the other OCD habits because I taught myself how to ignore a lot of the anxiety (it was hard). I'll scratch myself 7 times instead of something arbitrary, I subconsciously count it.
Used to be, and occasionally I still do it but it doesn't give me anxiety anymore if I don't, that if I were to, say, bump my left elbow, I'd have to do the same thing to my right elbow so it was "even".
Omg I do the exact same thing I get bruises from cheerleading and I hate it and I always bruise the opposite side on purpose bc it feels weird.
My anxiety was based around the thought that something terrible would happen if I didn't give into the obsession, and that was the hardest thing to break, but I did.
I feel the same but that’s not as much I used to be pretty depressed and I basically forced myself to make friends and be less introverted the sense something bad is going to happen if I don’t knock three times or I used to write down multiples of nine
 
Exactly mine aren’t related to religion but there are specific numbers I have to do things to numbers. Mostly even numbers except for nine and eleven.
My one thing with odd and even numbers is that only in our minivan the volume level has to be an odd number or else I get antsy. If I'm not driving it's not as big of an issue. On my radio/speaker it doesn't matter what number it's on. On the television I usually have it at either a multiple of 5, or the ones place has to be a 1.
 
My monitors are not at the same height. (One stand is broken).
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Center ome is higher so I can see it better.

Also, my phone has two antenna bands on each side except the bottom. There is only one and it is to the left of the charging port.
 

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