Thank you so much to all you guys for your support. I've been going through such an extraordinarily tough time that my therapist says that she never could have handled everything that's happened in three lifetimes. So for all you BYC'ers who have been kind during this rough time and not lectured or passed judgement on me or my choice of wood, I REALLY appreciate it. You have no idea! I still think that this forum is the best place although it will probably be a long time until I can get any more birds or take on anything else without having a nervous breakdown.