"The heart wants, what the heart wants. It's not your fault and it could not be helped. If anything's to blame, it's fickle fate. Please don't cry Nova. Don't cry my lovely angel of mercy. I never would have told you, but you were leaving with the finality of death on your horizon. I couldn't with good conscience let you go without hoping I'd be enough to keep you here at my side." He said with a sad smile as he gently cupped her face with his one good hand. " What happened with Anuerin? Why are you wanting to end it all? Did he hurt you?" He asked with concern.Nova drew sharp breath and raised her head to look at him, hurt in her eyes at his words. "I have hurt you too much, how can you still care after so much pain? I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" She started to cry, laying down again. He was something else, to go through so much silently.