(3 generations of ornery feathered poops)
So, the 25th was the 2nd anniversary of my car accident. In a couple months, it'll be my 2nd anniversary with Odysseus, the tiny turd who started me down this crazy real world version of Pokemon Go (seriously, all I catch in Pokemon Go are tiny birds & it's way to close to real life in that way). It's been a rollercoaster 2 years and I've been considering more & more about giving away my flock as not only my TBI symptoms have regressed but as for the fact that I've been in 24/7 unbearable pain since the accident from my hips down to my feet. It makes walking incredibly painful & difficult. I just have felt like I'm fit to care for all these birds since my health hasn't been improving. I enjoy the hell out of them, but I'm fully aware that it isn't about what I want out of them, it's about what's good for them.
On Friday, I may have gotten some halfway good news that might help with my overall health. It seems that my pain is actually nerve pain from the injuries. While that's not the thing I wanted to hear since I've already got nerve pain in my face/mouth that's lifelong & more of that doesn't sound appealing, it is something that can be managed. So, we are going to try increasing the nerve pain medication I'm currently on & adding in acupuncture. I'm hoping it helps. Even just getting that managed will help immensely. I can't really do anything about the job situation (the main reason my TBI has regressed - it's just a flat out hostile work environment & I need to make my complaint official with HR & possibly get a lawyer), but not being in constant physical pain has to help.
I'm hoping this works out & I won't have to give away my flock.
Anyway, not quite 2 years of bothering people here, but thank you all for all your support & insight & help. I've greatly appreciated it.