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[EmmaRainboe]

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Was reading... then saw this pop up.... and was like hold up- WHAT?! Had to read back a little bit.

 

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Yeah, I definitely never meant to offend anybody or anything and honestly I didn’t even know no one knew what it meant or that it would upset so many people or I would have stopped saying it a long time ago.

Though honestly I don’t even say the full phrase in my head anymore most of the time, just the abbreviation/letters, so sometimes I even forget what it means. Cause for me it’s just like a default reaction to shocking things now like “I cannot believe you said/did that” or WOW type thing and not like the bad thing/swear it technically means if that makes sense. Like I forget cause I don’t mean it that way. But I can see how it’d be bad.

The really weird thing for me though is I don’t say it out loud/IRL, like I try not to, cause I know it’s bad or using the name wrong or whatever, yet on here I do I think because I forget with it being abbreviated that it actually does mean that. Cause in person I never would so it’s weird.

And I know everybody probably thinks I’m like some freaking heathen or evil satanist or some or like purposely trying to antagonize people or whatever but I’m not. And that was never my intention. And actually, believe it or not, I technically believe or whatever too but I suck at being a Christian.

I mean, I pray about stupid stuff a bazillion times a day and love Christian music or whatever, but I barely read the Bible and don’t go to church but I am trying to find one. And I’m trying to get better about all the other stuff but I always start plans on the app or whatever and then forget about it.

I know that makes me sound worse but I’m just trying to point out that I suck at it so I forget. Especially since I wasn’t raised religious. I mean, we went to church a few times for holidays or whatever but that’s it and honestly some of my family always made fun of it.

My mom didn’t and she grew up Catholic (though we weren’t raised that way) so we kinda clicked and went to the concerts together or whatever but I found it myself and then have had to learn it all myself (and from Christian friends) so yeah, I still screw up a ton and use words I shouldn’t. It’s not intentional. That was a common one and just another swear to my family so I’m having to unlearn it.

Not to mention the fact that often, I get stuck on certain things sometimes. Idk why. It happens with a lot of stuff like songs or foods or even words/phrases where I just say one thing a ton of listen to one song over and over or whatever. So the I’m dead/dying thing was one (and still is. Which is funny cause I used to be terrified to say that) and I’ve had others before that and this is just the current one. Which I didn’t mean for it to be just like I didn’t mean to be obsessed with spinach artichoke dip for like a month earlier this year but it just happened.

Now that I know it bugs people though, I’ll work on changing it. For myself too though honestly cause I don’t wanna say it either and like was mentioned, got stuck on it/forgot how bad it was.

Definitely never meant to offend anyone and I would hope you guys would know that by now. I know some of you don’t know me as well but some do and I would never do that purposely.

I get it if you guys think differently of me now or don’t want to associate with me anymore or whatever but I am trying to change it and I am sorry not that that matters.

It’s ok! I really didn’t mean to make you feel bad. I love Christian music, I go to church often, but I still don’t read the Bible to often.
You are an amazing person, and I hope you know that. And remember, Jesus loves you.

(also, I don’t mean to offend anyone who isn’t Christian with this comments)

 

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Got my first turkey egg!!!!!

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