It seems when something disturbs our regular routine things begin falling apart. The best thing for this is to continue the routine. I used to get super stressed when this happened but I found if I get up earlier and work on the things that are falling apart and then continue my daily routine focusing on what is most important then I can at least keep other things from falling too. My kids and animals are the most important things in my life and their care is number one and when I feel myself slip and one gets sick or injured because I did not carry out their needs it devastates me. It does happen and every time I blame myself because I feel like I could have avoided it and now it is my job to bust my butt to make it better. I totally understand how you feel and I am right there with you.I hope your birds get better! I completely understand what you mean about the "when it rains, it pours" thing. I'm currently dealing with not one, but TWO tanks full of sick fish (a 55g and a 29g). I've got sicknesses in my tanks because I got busy and stretched my weekly cleanings out to 1 1/2 - 2 weeks instead of the 1 week they should have been. I'm spending big bucks on aquatic antibiotics trying to save my fish... I'm also cleaning the tanks out much more often than usual (daily or as the medicine directions allow). Even so, it is possible that I'll lose all of my fish ($200+ worth of fish, plus the $$ I've spent on meds). The research I've done suggests that I could have a pretty nasty sickness in my tank, and there is no known treatment for one of the illnesses that my tank(s) could have (except for euthanizing the inhabitants and bleaching the tank, which I REALLY don't want to do - I'm not ready to give up just yet).
I was planning on cleaning my duck house out last night. I plum forgot until after dark. Beings that not cleaning my fish tanks out oftenenough caused lots of sickness with the fish, I was really worried about my birds. I slept rather fitfully last night because I was worried about my birds. I've not been sleeping well because of worrying about my fish as well. When I put the birds away last night (after dark 'cuz I forgot to do that too), I THOUGHT I heard a bird sneeze. After getting up early to clean their duck house out this morning, I spent some time watching them and didn't see any signs of sickness. Thank goodness! However, I'm now beginning to feel like a terrible owner. I'll be bringing my horses out here in about a month, and I'm both really excited and super nervous, all at the same time. I've never been solely responsible for the care of horses before, and I seem to be failing at taking care of fish/ducks (or at least I feel like I am). The only consolation I have for myself is that the work to prepare the property for the horses should end before the horses are out here. Hopefully, things will slow down after that...
Anyway, I've been super stressed recently with all of my deadlines. I've got deadlines coming VERY quickly for work, and I've been working overtime trying to meet those deadlines. Then, I've been spending every spare minute I can trying to prepare the property for the horses (cleaning debris out of the pasture, filling holes, helping my DH build the barn and fence, etc). Then, on top of that, I'm still responsible for cooking, grocery shopping, cleaning, etc. Plus, I live in the middle of nowhere so I still try to make time to run to town to visit my friends. The added stress of sick animals hasn't helped at all... Anyway, I figured you as my BYC friends would understand and wouldn't mind if I vented for a minute or two. Thanks for listening/reading!
