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Wow, again so many great replies.
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I think thats why i decided to raise turkeys as well. i just kind of feel that if one bird can only feed one or 2 people, thats not as good as one feeding 5 or 6, or giving a weeks worth of food from one life versus a single meal or less. I think i can feel better thinking the life i took will sustain me longer and go further. food for thought anyways. i sure wish my turkey peeps turkeypox would start clearing up, it's still getting worse and they aren't looking so great lately. will look into some sort of suppliment but they are picky eaters without the flock around and the flock prefers to steal their food, then see then get better. the second set of reading books also seem very interesting. Thanks for the bump. it is hard wathcing them, enjoying them, learning how they communicate, intermingle and have their own sense of society when you know the premeditated outcome. I think about culling and it jsut so far feels like murder in a way. you wonder which ones will be missed more, how the others react to the loss, the re evaluation of the pecking order... it's as fascinating as it is tearjerking in a way, yet all part of the circle of life. i can't see how anyone could have a happy life as an animal processor anymore then that guy could imagine how those poor birds feel as nothing more then cattle or product. No i could not watch any documntery on animal abuse, i'd just die inside. This is why i wrote this thread to help me and others deal with these issues. i am SO glad i am in the company of others that feel so similarly inside towards our friends. i hold my peeps who now accept it pretty well, look at those terrible pox taking over their entire faces, eyes, and theres not a thing i can do but carefully dab my very expensive antibiotic ointment on them, hoping it will reduce their discomfort and scarring. in some ways i am as cold as stone, yet, holding my peeps, i tear up thinking how i am caring for them now, they just hold perfectly still as i gently apply ointment to their beautiful, pocked up, swelled shut eyes, hoping they recover and get big and strong... so i can kill and eat them on thanksgiving and christmas.
what am i doing to myslef?
Excuse my emotion, it has been a very bad week for me. i dont care to share much personal stuff but im not having a good time right now, and if thats not enough, something is eating the eggs and spooking the hens lately. just what i need... thanks again and keep up the posts.
rodster in tpa bay
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I think thats why i decided to raise turkeys as well. i just kind of feel that if one bird can only feed one or 2 people, thats not as good as one feeding 5 or 6, or giving a weeks worth of food from one life versus a single meal or less. I think i can feel better thinking the life i took will sustain me longer and go further. food for thought anyways. i sure wish my turkey peeps turkeypox would start clearing up, it's still getting worse and they aren't looking so great lately. will look into some sort of suppliment but they are picky eaters without the flock around and the flock prefers to steal their food, then see then get better. the second set of reading books also seem very interesting. Thanks for the bump. it is hard wathcing them, enjoying them, learning how they communicate, intermingle and have their own sense of society when you know the premeditated outcome. I think about culling and it jsut so far feels like murder in a way. you wonder which ones will be missed more, how the others react to the loss, the re evaluation of the pecking order... it's as fascinating as it is tearjerking in a way, yet all part of the circle of life. i can't see how anyone could have a happy life as an animal processor anymore then that guy could imagine how those poor birds feel as nothing more then cattle or product. No i could not watch any documntery on animal abuse, i'd just die inside. This is why i wrote this thread to help me and others deal with these issues. i am SO glad i am in the company of others that feel so similarly inside towards our friends. i hold my peeps who now accept it pretty well, look at those terrible pox taking over their entire faces, eyes, and theres not a thing i can do but carefully dab my very expensive antibiotic ointment on them, hoping it will reduce their discomfort and scarring. in some ways i am as cold as stone, yet, holding my peeps, i tear up thinking how i am caring for them now, they just hold perfectly still as i gently apply ointment to their beautiful, pocked up, swelled shut eyes, hoping they recover and get big and strong... so i can kill and eat them on thanksgiving and christmas.
what am i doing to myslef?
Excuse my emotion, it has been a very bad week for me. i dont care to share much personal stuff but im not having a good time right now, and if thats not enough, something is eating the eggs and spooking the hens lately. just what i need... thanks again and keep up the posts.
rodster in tpa bay