How life can change our perceptions eh?
I had a big cat problem. Neighbours housed more than 50 cats. They completely destroyed my lawn, my chickens, my birds, scratched my car, peed all over my porches..
I love animals. I hate animals that suffer. I am even an assistant vet..
But now, I hate cats. Especially those from my neighbours.
They finally moved, leaving the cats behind in a mother home.
Some "conscious" neighbour ripped a hole in the VR. Cats escaped and since then, I've been tapping them..
I used to be so sad to see a caged animal. Now I don't care anymore.
I lost ALL the care I had for stray cats. I have NO good feelings for them anymore whatsoever.
I even gave my own cat away. Got tired of cleaning the poop outside in my gardens, then INSIDE in my litter box.
To save my hens, my blind old dog and my property I had to completely change my thinking. Just like you and rats. It's crazy eh? I bet you never thought you'd feel like way about rats.
I hope you little one recovers
PS: you probably already know but be careful with the poison if you have a dog, cats, young kids... or even if the chickens free range sometimes.