That you will be alone forever? Most of the time this seems like a completely irrational thought to me, but every once in a blue moon I actually do worry that I will never find someone. But let me back up a little.... I'm a complete dunce when it comes to relationships and guys. I'm also not your typical "girl". I like getting dressed up, but I'd rather play in the mud. I enjoy my trucks, animals, and out doorsy stuff. While I do take time to make myself look nice, sometimes I just plain don't care. There have been plenty of guy friends and plenty of them I've liked as more than just a friend, but like I said...I'm just a complete dunce when it comes to relationships! I have been rejected a few times and it hurts, but I've gotten over it. I'm a very storng person when it comes to things like that. Anyways, my reasons for thinking about this is basically because I found out this one guy I like broke up with his girlfriend a couple of weeks ago. Last semester here at college, I studied with him and I got to know him a little bit. I haven't really spoken to him too much this semester, other than saying hi when I see him in the halls. I've been thinking about asking him on a coffee trip to dunkin donuts, but then I start wondering if someone like that would ever like me more than just a friend. (I'm trying really hard to lose weight. I've battled type one diabetes and weight gain since I was 4 1/2 and I've come to have low self esteem when it comes to my appearance!) So I'm not really sure if anything will happen with this guy, but it got me thinking. Sometimes I really long for a companion that's more than just a friend, but most of the time I'm completely happy single (I'm planning on moving cross country in the next two years for med school). This is not really a vent, but I always feel bad "whining" to my friends about this sort of stuff, so its nice to "whine" to people on the computer!