Sky, what I was meaning to express was that when I first started I was really upset about it and I was completely convinced that they knew what was going on and were terrified because of it. Now that I have done it multiple times I think that the real issue was the noise. I agree with you. The chickens that were being culled were upset because I was upset and hesitating, therefore, the other chickens were really upset because of all of the noise and commotion that was going on. I know that I tend to humanize things more than is realistic. After having culled birds for a long while I realize that they really don't seem to comprehend what is going on and other than getting super excited about getting "treats" or being afraid of the noise, the actual act doesn't seem to bother them one way or the other. They do seem to notice at night when the chicken they are used to sleeping beside isn't there though. Normally, the head rooster is the main one that really gets upset about his hens missing though. He counts his hens every night and makes sure they are all there so when one is missing he gets really upset, even though he is right there with them when they get attacked since it usually happens at night. He just doesn't seem to remember what happened. Only that there are less hens then there should be. The difference in my thought process from the time that I first started raising meat birds and now that I have done several batches, is amazing. My main goal is still to be as humane is possible. That is why I started raising chickens to begin with. I saw how chickens in factories were treated and I couldn't live with myself for supporting companies that do that to animals. I also didn't want to eat animals or products of animals that have been raised in those conditions. I believe that you are what you eat and that is disgusting. I think that chickens are far smarter than most people give them credit for. That being said, I don't think that they comprehend the situation the way people that have little to no experience with raising them believe. It has definitely been a learning experience.