That is the one good thing about battling illness; you always learn more about SOMETHING when you go through it. Last year, I learned how to tube feed a chicken directly into its crop, learned what the "warning signs" are to look for with respiratory illness, learned how to make a nutritious slurry for hand feeding...probably much more, too! I always TRY to find the positive in everything. Sometimes, it's hard to see; but if you look closely, you'll find something to appreciate from every situation!!