I've been quiet. I had a really bad day on friday, I was told baby B was gone and I had a vanishing twin. I refused to believe it so I went and got a second opinion. The second tech was able to find baby B instantly, including baby/yolk sac, but the sac is smaller than it should be, which 80-94% of the time, will end up in miscarriage unless it grows drastically in the next couple weeks and catches up to the other sac.
So, I'm trying to cope with the potential loss of baby B. I go back wednesday for a more detailed scan to find out if she's' got a heartbeat, or if she's already gone. I'm just so upset.
So, I'm trying to cope with the potential loss of baby B. I go back wednesday for a more detailed scan to find out if she's' got a heartbeat, or if she's already gone. I'm just so upset.



she's such a good host. Like a sister to me we've been best friends since middle school. Going to smoke some ribs this afternoon and then blow some stuff up lol! Should be a fun day.
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