I have some cubed up chicken breasts cooking awy with some rub and sirracha salt and brown sugar.. got yellow tators boiling away for something I will come up with last minute.. but I want to give you all a word of encouragement.. No matter what happens.. you have no other choice but to go on. Even when we don't want to.. People ask how are you doing.. you answer fine because nothing will change the recent occurances but we have to look beyond our selves and into our children and our friends and keep on keeping on.... you have no choice. you just have to. Will you feel better??? I don't know but I know I love my kids and my people that much that I have to make it better.