Max...if your doubting yourself enough to solicit others opinions than you obviously have a loving conscience...go VEGETARIAN! I've been one for 25 years (DH 30yrs) after growing up in a meat-n-potatoes family it's not that hard to convert over if you love animals enough not to eat them. It's easy to go to the store and buy a prepackaged slab of beef or a chicken w/o a face but when you have to kill it yourself, it will make you think twice.
Lori

Lori