Ever feel lonely when you dont have any PM's waiting for you?

[sonew123]

hello my peeps-Im home today causse my little one had a fever again today:-(

Charmedone-weekend shin dig was good and very active-lots of stuff to deal with like..Septic backed up for 3 days and had to dig up all the pipes outside to replace all through the party Nice huh?? Then relatives that havent been here in a while saw my chickens and such and thought I had lost my mind and Im a weirdo....Then the aunt that was supposed to "rent" the cabin for 4 days while she was here ( Husbands Aunt) never paid us dont think she ever intended to ?? I dont know how she would think we would let them stay free after we just got done spending 1000's on it and she knew it! next.....never again lesson learned..I missed my softball party Sat night too--I chose to stay home and just help my DH and family with party. I guess those girls are a little upset with me too?? Then I called my sis this am..Havent really talked to her in months-I mean I talk to her but not "talked" to her. She feels my chickens have completely taken over my life and I never want to do anything with anyone. I just want to go home after work and getting my kids and be home. Shes not a party person or anything aymore so its not that...Ok long story short. I did alot of horrible things a few years back-which is y I was seperated-anyhoo. I became a christian and promised myself and God I would never do that to myself or put bad influences into my life again-family first. SO now that I have out my family first-Im getting slack-mind you my husband and I have not been happier and its wonderful-but now everyone else thinks Ive changed so much and are kinda think I have secluded myself away on purpose so that I dont have to deal with life in general. The way I look at it is. Im home being a mother-wife-farmer-etc..and I am truly happy for the first time in a looong time..now Im getting judged for being a good person-I was always a good person just did stupid things I guess like staying home??? Yeah thats bad huh? My sis and I talked for over an hour about things we hadnt in a while...She was upset that I never invited her over this summer at all as well as my bro-or mom and dad. You know what..I have always told my family that I have an open door-if you want to come out and spend time with us jst give me a heads up prior and Il make sure to make enough dinner.Is that so difficult? They are all hurt that I dont want to be around them...Im just very content with my life now and dont want to change a thing-I tried to explain about the cabin getting done-the coops-my house in town I had to rent-and house we had to tear down etc..it took all of our summer time. I never even went out on our pontoon boat!! Sorry to go on and on ...I just get so angry no sad when people wanted to see these changes in me for so long and now that they are here they dont like it!! Its really annoying but I know in my heart Im not doing anything wrong...

 

[thechickenchick]

I love the idea of the NO JAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wonderful thank you.

Charmed I believe it was your Mom! I had goosebumps reading that! I lost my parents when I was 30. I lived for things like that. I moved in to their home after a few months. I was woke up in the middle of the night by a strong smell. Not a bad smell but a wonderful comforting smell, my Moms perfume! I was totally awake. I even got out of bed and walked around, just absorbing that sweet smell. I also used to (well still do) talk to my parents. It comforted mt to think that they could hear and see me. Then a "friend" who had never had to deal with a loss informed me that it doesn't work that way. Her religion believed something different. I told her to just let me have this and live in my little world too! Hang on to those things, it helps get us through.

NY as long as you and your DH and kids are happy and satisfied with your choices then to heck with the rest of them. You have struggled to get to where you are and you deserve to enjoy it. It sounds to me like maybe they are jealous of you. You wnet through a tough time and came out of it with a satisfying life, that doesn't always happen. We, here on our little thread are very proud of you and happy for you! Everyone knows that counts more than anything , right??!!

Michelle I am sorry about your phone. What a pain they are! Why can't they just make them to last? It takes me a year to figure mine out, then it dies. Of course that one isn't available and I have to "up-grade"!

Our ride was a lot of fun. The scenery was breath taking. This was the first time we had ever been on this trail and unfortunately probably the last. I do not completely understand why, but the trail is being shut down to ATVs. It will be open to horses and pedestrians. It has been a very big deal I guess. I hadn't even heard of any of this until Saturday. A judge got it to stay open a little longer. It was supposed to be shut down in June and now the last day is the end of the month. I don't know who or what organization is wanting it shut down or why. The whole country has been able to vote on-line. Which I don't understand either! Why would someone in a different state have any say what we do in Montana? I am sure it is probably an environmental thing.

 

[sonew123]

Charmed one--I totally believe your mom called-I believe in that stuff. I believe bigtime. About 8 years ago we lost my 5 yr old nephew in a horrible tragic accident. Come X-mas time there was remote control car under the tree-it started going around bumping into things-we just thought it was the batteried dying or a button was stucked..Guys There was NO BATTERIES IN IT!!! we all just looked at eachother and knew who was behind it! That beautiful little playful boy who always was playing with trucks! I am a firm believer!!! Thanks for the Pm hunny! Feeling much better

 

[charmed one]

I am pleased to announce..


Drumroll please.........................I got my computor back form Hewlett Packard and IT WORKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yea...We're HAPPY!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!

 

[sonew123]

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yeah !!!!!!

 

[sonew123]

guess what my DH got for my Bday? a 1 hour massage-a manicure and pedicure! Holy crap!!! so excited 4 hours of pampered fun and stress free me time yeah!!!!!! ok now I can oficially say at midnite tonight I am officially drum roll please.....38!!!

 

[thechickenchick]

Happy birthday sweetie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What a wonderful gift! I hope you have a wonderful time!

 

[thechickenchick]

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yeah !!!!!!

Congrats!! That was actually quite fast once they decided to fix it! You won!! You are SO good!

Hey! No reason, I just thought he was cute!! Hey thanks for the PM today too!

 

[sonew123]

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thanks hunny! how cute are those smilies? I love them!!! I have no plans for my bday-I stayed home with a sick kiddo today so I have alot of work to catch up on and then come home and cook I guess-nothing ese. Im ok with that though I never ask for much but this was a great early bday surprize. My Dh just handed me my card and I said Hunny why you giving it to me now when tomorrow is my bday and he said because we will not se eachother very much tomorrow..How sweet huh he is a good man.. Have I told you that? He truly is a sweetie. Pain in the patootie sometimes but then again so am I... hahha

 

[michelle1017]

Good Morning!

charmed-

on getting your computer back! No warp speed to the football game.

We ran into a huge wait for road work, slow people, the wind was horrible and just when I thought I was on my way, we got behind 4 pieces of farm equipment. Did I mention at 2pm they decided to move the game up 30 mins also? So, I called mom, we got on the road around 3 and was paying at kickoff at 5:30!! We did win 17-16 and the ride home was a piece of cake. Only took me about 2 hours. My ears hurt, my jaw aches, my head hurts, throat is sore and I feel like I am going to throw up.

It is homecoming week!!

sonew- That was a very thoughtful gift from your hubby! Happy birthday! Today is Tonna's birthday, her step-dad's and Luke's (Colton's bff).