First Cull, Didn't go so well

Sorry you had to do this at all, it's the hardest part of raising animals but necessary at times. I know this may sound a little cruel but I hold mine down in a large container of water and drown them. Usually they pass after a minute or two. I just pray for them to go quickly and to forgive me for taking their life as tears roll down my cheeks. I hate having to do it but at times its necessary.
 
😭😭. You should have cut her head of, smash her skull, or butchered her. I’m sorry for your loss. What sickness did she have?
You poor thing. How traumatic! I won't ever kill anything. I let God do that. I nursed a very sick hen and she lasted an extra 4 months with my intensive care. One day I went out and she was gone on; her own terms. She was very happy and pain free those 4 months. Even the vet was in awe of that. 😊
Please don't read this if it's too hard, I am going to be honest and it may be too graphic to some readers.
Tonight my husband and I had to make the decision to cull my sick hen. Opal was my favorite hen, raised from a chick, she was such a good girl, a sweetheart.
I have done research since owning hens, knowing some day there may be an emergency, and I wanted a little knowledge about culling methods sitting in my brain just incase.
I felt cervical dislocation, one of the more humaine choices for us.
Tonight, before the act, we watched videos, practiced on our arms, and read articles. We felt it would be fast.
It didn't work out that way 😭
Poor sweet Opal, My husband tried, he pulled as instructed but her head wouldn't dislocate! He tried a few more times, I think Opal went unconscious a few times, but she didn't die!
We were horrified but had to continue, we were too far into this. I tried, I couldn't feel the crack or dislocation like they said I would.
We laid her down, and thought she was dead, but I could see her breathing! OMG! What does it take to do this? We were following the directions but couldn't get it done!
I grabbed a broom stick, laid her on her belly and tons my husband to pull her body. Wings started flapping, he said he felt the pop,.
I couldn't help to feel terrified that she was still alive, but she was gone.
I NEVER want to do this again! I can't stop crying. I know her suffering is done now, but my goodness, this was not a quick peaceful death that I was hoping for her.
I feel absolutely horrible! My poor sweet little girl. 😭😭😭😭
I don't know what I will do now if another emergency arises. I can't figure out what we did so wrong.
I'm sorry but I had to get this off my chest, all I can see is her little face, 😭View attachment 2242400
You poor thing. How traumatic! I won't ever kill anything. I let God do that. I nursed a very sick hen and she lasted an extra 4 months with my intensive care. One day I went
Please don't read this if it's too hard, I am going to be honest and it may be too graphic to some readers.
Tonight my husband and I had to make the decision to cull my sick hen. Opal was my favorite hen, raised from a chick, she was such a good girl, a sweetheart.
I have done research since owning hens, knowing some day there may be an emergency, and I wanted a little knowledge about culling methods sitting in my brain just incase.
I felt cervical dislocation, one of the more humaine choices for us.
Tonight, before the act, we watched videos, practiced on our arms, and read articles. We felt it would be fast.
It didn't work out that way 😭
Poor sweet Opal, My husband tried, he pulled as instructed but her head wouldn't dislocate! He tried a few more times, I think Opal went unconscious a few times, but she didn't die!
We were horrified but had to continue, we were too far into this. I tried, I couldn't feel the crack or dislocation like they said I would.
We laid her down, and thought she was dead, but I could see her breathing! OMG! What does it take to do this? We were following the directions but couldn't get it done!
I grabbed a broom stick, laid her on her belly and tons my husband to pull her body. Wings started flapping, he said he felt the pop,.
I couldn't help to feel terrified that she was still alive, but she was gone.
I NEVER want to do this again! I can't stop crying. I know her suffering is done now, but my goodness, this was not a quick peaceful death that I was hoping for her.
I feel absolutely horrible! My poor sweet little girl. 😭😭😭😭
I don't know what I will do now if another emergency arises. I can't figure out what we did so wrong.
I'm sorry but I had to get this off my chest, all I can see is her little face, 😭View attachment 2242400
You poor thing. How traumatic! I won't ever kill anything. I let God do that. I nursed a very sick hen and she lasted an extra 4 months with my intensive care. One day I went out and she was gone on; her own terms. She was very happy and pain free those 4 months. Even the vet was in awe of that. 😊
 
I am so very sorry 💔 I can't imagine having to go through that traumatic experience 😭 (((HUGS))) My hens are pets. My favorite hen was named Opal too, hand raised from day one, and she died recently from a Hawk attack. I wasn't there when it happened, but her neck was broken so I don't think she suffered much thankfully. Hearing how difficult it was for you both to purposefully break your girl's neck makes me wonder about the kind of force the Hawk swooped down with.
 
I'm so sorry that you had to go through this Momma, my heart goes out to you & your hubby ❤. We are all here for you all & as well for the others in the group & Heaven forbid that I have to do this, I really don't wish this on anyone. Keeping you & your hubs & the others in my thoughts & heart ❤
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What a horrible experience. I am so sorry for you and your husband. Killing is never easy but it is at times, necessary. Ax is the best method, quick and done. You can even put a little bag over her head if wanted. Don't let the other chickens watch.
I had a similar experience killing a rabbit. Easy they said, over quick, no pain....yadayadayada...never again did I kill a rabbit. Time will soften the horror.
 
Please don't read this if it's too hard, I am going to be honest and it may be too graphic to some readers.
Tonight my husband and I had to make the decision to cull my sick hen. Opal was my favorite hen, raised from a chick, she was such a good girl, a sweetheart.
I have done research since owning hens, knowing some day there may be an emergency, and I wanted a little knowledge about culling methods sitting in my brain just incase.
I felt cervical dislocation, one of the more humaine choices for us.
Tonight, before the act, we watched videos, practiced on our arms, and read articles. We felt it would be fast.
It didn't work out that way 😭
Poor sweet Opal, My husband tried, he pulled as instructed but her head wouldn't dislocate! He tried a few more times, I think Opal went unconscious a few times, but she didn't die!
We were horrified but had to continue, we were too far into this. I tried, I couldn't feel the crack or dislocation like they said I would.
We laid her down, and thought she was dead, but I could see her breathing! OMG! What does it take to do this? We were following the directions but couldn't get it done!
I grabbed a broom stick, laid her on her belly and tons my husband to pull her body. Wings started flapping, he said he felt the pop,.
I couldn't help to feel terrified that she was still alive, but she was gone.
I NEVER want to do this again! I can't stop crying. I know her suffering is done now, but my goodness, this was not a quick peaceful death that I was hoping for her.
I feel absolutely horrible! My poor sweet little girl. 😭😭😭😭
I don't know what I will do now if another emergency arises. I can't figure out what we did so wrong.
I'm sorry but I had to get this off my chest, all I can see is her little face, 😭View attachment 2242400
I’m so sorry this happened. I find culling a hen yourself is never the best way to go ever, unless your a heartless farmer with no care for his hens. I promise you that culling another hen like that will only make you feel worse. I hope I’m not making you feel worse since you thought you were doing the right thing by ending her suffering. You of course were to attached to this hen and even though it’s simpler, culling would never be a good option for anyone. I like to take mine to the vet and have them put down so things like this don’t happen and it isn’t as hard on you or the bird. You don’t even have to watch if you don’t want to, and they treat you very well and send you cards and things afterwards. You can even ask to keep a few feathers. I’m so sorry this didn’t go as planned but remember that she was suffering any way and you did the right thing and didn’t let her die on her own.
 
Please don't read this if it's too hard, I am going to be honest and it may be too graphic to some readers.
Tonight my husband and I had to make the decision to cull my sick hen. Opal was my favorite hen, raised from a chick, she was such a good girl, a sweetheart.
I have done research since owning hens, knowing some day there may be an emergency, and I wanted a little knowledge about culling methods sitting in my brain just incase.
I felt cervical dislocation, one of the more humaine choices for us.
Tonight, before the act, we watched videos, practiced on our arms, and read articles. We felt it would be fast.
It didn't work out that way 😭
Poor sweet Opal, My husband tried, he pulled as instructed but her head wouldn't dislocate! He tried a few more times, I think Opal went unconscious a few times, but she didn't die!
We were horrified but had to continue, we were too far into this. I tried, I couldn't feel the crack or dislocation like they said I would.
We laid her down, and thought she was dead, but I could see her breathing! OMG! What does it take to do this? We were following the directions but couldn't get it done!
I grabbed a broom stick, laid her on her belly and tons my husband to pull her body. Wings started flapping, he said he felt the pop,.
I couldn't help to feel terrified that she was still alive, but she was gone.
I NEVER want to do this again! I can't stop crying. I know her suffering is done now, but my goodness, this was not a quick peaceful death that I was hoping for her.
I feel absolutely horrible! My poor sweet little girl. 😭😭😭😭
I don't know what I will do now if another emergency arises. I can't figure out what we did so wrong.
I'm sorry but I had to get this off my chest, all I can see is her little face, 😭View attachment 2242400
I'm in tears reading your story. I remember, as a child, mom's chicken butchering day. She would raise about 15 or 20 for 3 or 4 months and butchered all in one day, for the freezer. She used a wicked wrist action that immediately snapped their necks, one after the other. They flopped on the ground for too long, dipped in a big pot of boiling water, when we kids then had to pluck feathers. It was awful, but there is no easy way. If I have to end one of my 2 darling hens, I can only imagine doing it by wrapping her up and holding her close while closing off her air supply. It won't be quick and will be heartbreaking doing it, but she will feel my love. I hope, instead, to be able to find the right vet. Not many treat chickens, so I don't know if they will euthanize them.
 
I feel awful for you. Through years of working on a broiler farm, culling was something I had to do numerous times every day. At a guess, over the years, in excess of 2000 times. It was a part of my job I never liked but I liked even less to see a sick chook suffer.
These days I have my own beautiful girls at home and I love every single one of them so very much. When one needs culling I don't do it myself. I can't, of course I know how but can't bring myself to do it. Instead, I call a friend from a poultry farm and he does it. I give him a nice piece of fabric and he wraps my poor baby after, ready for me to bury. There's still heaps of tears, but none are for guilt. Maybe next time call a poultry farm nearby, I'm sure they'd be happy to help out.
Please, don't you and your husband beat yourselves up about this any more, think of it as a lesson learnt.You were trying to do the right thing, and your beautiful girl is at rest now. Hugs to you
 

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